The day it ended tears were shed Wondering where and why it went wrong Thought it was a happily ever after It was over no second chance Never forgiven eyes of hate The hardest part is forgiving yourself One day but not in this life time Addicted to her love can't get that fix Detoxing going without healing overtime The self destruction didn't help situation Making things worse pushed everyone away Blocking it all than facing reality Distracted by work keeping positive Felt worthless and unworthy Seeking to be whole never going back