Quietly screaming on the inside I know no one can hear me from up this high.
There was something in the way you said I will love you always and forever.
Warmness takes over the body as the alcohol runs through my system and I didn't mean to drink this much and it’s time to lie down.
These are the fights that no one knew about. These are the moments suspended forever in time.
We were one; we were in love.
There are bruises on my skin from all the needles I've been sticking in the arms that were once held by you.
I was quietly screaming and now I’m shouting at the top of my lungs I hope you’re happy.
Cars pass by and I am undetected high above those crowded New York streets.
There is something about the East Coast and a lost romance.
My West Coast heart aches and I miss the sound of waves crashing upon the empty beach.
As I plan to jump from this building I know there is nothing I can do to make you come home especially jumping from a building.
Crying I take myself off the ledge and plan my trip back to the West Coast love
and hope
I never have to quietly
scream for help
ever again.