I had another dream about you All I recall is your face Taunting me Hurting me Again and again After all That's all it takes
But the lyrics I heard The music in my head When I woke in my bed Singing Ringing Piercing
They were telling me To be clean Let the rain Drain away All of you
I replayed all of us I played the song I heard for so long And saw you it hurt Nothing unusual Pain came flooding in Always punctual
In my heart I knew It's been time For awhile Telling myself I'm not strong enough Give me more time More time to lie More time to cry For time to rhyme Not today Not tomorrow Not my future I need to mature
Let this go Take this step Move forward Away from you I'll never forget everything Not one thing But I can let some pain go Love the snow Again not let you Ruin Everything
Her lyrics sang to me Be clean Let the rain come The pain may stay But I can't keep harboring it Like an old necklace Left over from a dead relative
I can't keep it I must discard you You're a broken necklace That keeps stabbing me You're not even here But you are controlling my life Let me be clean
I finally Finally Finally Took the step Took control I will not keep bleeding On everything And everyone around me I will not bleed out And become nothing But your leftovers I will clean the broken glass The scars will never fully heal But I can stop counting them Every morning And night I can let them close And sleep tight I can remember you In some kind of light That isn't hatred Or pain Holding onto this necklace Has no gain Just shards I must throw away I must clean The bleeding Finally Finally It's a step Maybe a small one Maybe a long one It took time But it's a step forward I can wash the blood soaked stains I can clear my brain I can sleep peacefully again Saying goodbye This time even on the inside
Goodbye With real meaning Goodbye We are no longer friends Goodbye It's been everything Goodbye Forever and it's okay Goodbye I had a hell of a time
...Goodbye I'll miss you my friend. This is the end.