i walk down Richmond quietly, waking up to white crystal roof tops, while St. Mary’s church bells cry out for my resignation. the fallen angel, walking on ice with a birth control pack, Diet Coke, and sometimes his painter sweats. my Tim Hortons guy laughs with me as i slip on black ice backwards. for me, just breathing is falling victim, to cold noses and cherry cheeks. or to hope, long shots, and long hauls. winter is here, i’m inside cozy, and my mind gets too noisy, to see things clearly.