sensations under a primary sun spread through generations wax drips like sweat on to sweat dripping like rain that clings to our canvas shield the daybreak smiles as it dries the dewed tarps At fuzzy minds That refuse to yield immersed in enchantment And Scuzzy with field ears catching natter spewed as clatter builds the happy daze that sweeps reality away, anxieties at bay primary sun rises above another day to be blurred into every colour created and yet to exist sigh to witness the mornings mist hung to frame this picture of bliss I try to resist I grasp to the sounds and movements of the night Knowing sleep will separate me Till they are pickled pages of a story I'll half tell amongst the days of this week that seep together We seek the fantasy of this forever Where we are home in the lyrics that swirl through the air And our feet know the patterns of the beat Our emotions howl as my feelings digest a jumble of potions and poisons and unfinished sentences I need to rest but now it is the present reality is tearing at the seams dance myself to bed as the day begins
Little bug whispers sweet dreams in my ears As we crawl towards oblivion moonshine and make believe Nonsense echoes around my skull pyjama parties Suddenly we're in our twenties Substances and sandwiches We slumber in our Gigantic wigwams Battered old vans More human that I was before or am I even human anymore?
I sit alone, in a circle on the soft green carpet of the world i feel safe my eyes so dry i shield them sun fast fading in the sky my nose crusted rusted shut from the inside i cry the wet salt fills my barren pupils sadness an oasis for my sight to swim through my breath raspy and raw throat sharded with sniffs full of backdrip lungs swollen from heavy tokes on spliff its tugging me back to reality i feel defeated and completed still i want more and endless sesh of happiness a party of all of those i adore my head hits the floor tomorrow my ceiling will not be the sky i will not have drugs to help me fly the hardest part is always goodbye
i hope your shade of smallworld blues is a nice shade the clouds always seems grey when summer slips away the world beneath mirrors it confidence depleted hearts defeated it all feels synthetic no one sympathetic my serotonin trapped in flashbacks of myself, energetic surrounded by the swish of everyone dazzled up swimming through the same rhythm primary sun holds us all as children bodies of movement glittered with sweat feathered with freedom shedding regrets we form circles shapes and sparkled squiggles we feel eternal suppressed only by giggles we colour skies we paint our skin we dance on highs with solidified grins im only 9 months away i cannot give in
Every moment we cherished Sweet seconds divine where I am home in her lyrics that melt in the air My feet bare and bruised with a good time, and the memories I don't want to fade August runs out so I daydream of May Throughout the winter we may grow apart but at the first peep of spring We know what starts Studded with those darker sins We reach out as the festival begins We forget our troubles and our pain To cuddle beneath our primary sun again
I wrote in 2019 without realising it would be more than 9 months of no festivals