Passing headlights on the thruway Speeding and drifting far beyond me While I chirped with a close friend About my fear of confrontation and My fear of being left so lonesome Despite sweet promises with pinkies That my comfort wouldn't escape In the night like a fat raccoon Fully satisfied from Feasting on my trash My emotions are so severe Unless you know me you don't know Even if you know me you don't know Sometimes I don't even know But I'm processing my losses I'm letting all the ghosts go To haunt another home So that I may roam my own To scream and wail To punch the walls To sleep for weeks To rise much later Comfortable alone