Insecurities Tear me to shreds In absentia Unknown to myself As I beckon dementia I’m lost in her afterthoughts Patiently waiting Exhaustively studying How she does dating So far From afar More connection established Progression is natural Less force and more habit Reception is spectral at times In our minds And though two different kinds Do our spirits entwine But unravel On what constitutes The divine Only long enough to Coalesce them again In her messages sent And his love letters penned