We tried

We tried so hard
But together we are toxic
We are like a red apple and a green one
We live in each others worlds
We know each other perfectly
But our difference is so big that being toxic is the only cure  

I guess that flaw lies in ourselves
Intertwining it with our good
Feeding off of the negative
And projecting the bad
Our flaw must be something we can’t go without

Trust
Its trust
Our flaw is we trust each other more than ourselves
We rely on each other for happiness
hoping for a better outcome each time we come round
It's not the first and for sure not the last
Our so called love is too strong for that  

“We promise to work on ourselves”
That's something…
We promised  to each other
We promised  to ourselves
We promised to those around us
We promised…
Yet the motivation I cant seem to find
Its you all along
You are my motivation..
I promise myself I will keep this promise

I am now working on myself
I am not toxic
I am healing
I trust myself
I can keep promises