Now that everything is gone. Now that I have nothing left. Now that I've been damaged. Now that i feel defeated. Now that I finally gave up. Now that I have no where to go. Now after you made sure I had nothing. Now that you made sure I had no one. Now after you have destroyed everything I worked hard for. Now you want to start your life and leave me on the streets. Now I finally hear excitement in your voice about the future. Now, just like before, I will have to shove these resentments down deep again. Now I must keep my mouth shut and wish you the best. Now I've learned that is how a mother truly loves.