I'm pushed to the edge,
mea culpa mea culpa
my fondest wish not be missed when I'm gone.I want to bring no heartbreak onto the ones I love.I wish I could disappear into oblivion and take my soul away.Leave the good but take my tattered and dark soul and memories from you,
so you won't remember and regret.
I try to fight it I do,
but pain in pleasing everyone is hard.
Why do I want to be multiple people? So I can upset no one,
so I can do no damage.

so I can sin no more.
And simply
rest.