It was easy today, looking in the mirror, combing my hair. I didn't shudder from the ugliness I merely turned my head to the mermaid on the wall playing a harp.
When I put my shoes on I went for a ride on my bike and this gothic girl was lighting a candle by the Christian altar ; I saw her stained sword by the rock wall and then she left before I could confront her. In simpler times I probably would have put something in her , but I don't do that with the surveillance next door. So I just sat there for a while then tossed a half drank Heineken at Jesus' face; he shattered into dust and I almost felt bad but they used cheap alabaster **** which made me pity the Creator.
I walked along the dried lake and took an automated picture. I got sun and my head felt better. Still I work tomorrow, still I hate
Hate that I know too much. Hate that I feel every transgressionΒ but that's the price of being alive