I hope you always have a reason to smile, even if I'm not one of them. It's been awhile, hasn't it my dear? Every passing day, the struggles of not being with you as a whole, is unbearable and wicked. I can only imagine what you felt, alone, longing, and bearing this burden, I want you to know that you've never letft my mind, of every second, of every minute , of every hour of every day, of every week and month, I never explained this well, there are only a number of discriptions I can give you but.. I truely love you and I always will my love, My obligations of a lover is still in play, No matter whatΒ Β I shall take on my role as your lover, Just take in mind, I'm always watching over you, Promise me you'll smile, Smile and be happy.