I have known of people that truly live in fear
I want to guide them, for I know their pain so clear
I went through hell, but though none understood
without help I thought of ending it all, I think then I would

It is horrid to be broken in mind and body
I think the pain you go through no one should
it's not a happy time when you're life is denied
hurting made tears everyday fall from my eyes

Fear that seems to others irrational
panic attack that become casual
just a matter of fact, people think your fear
but you suffer with it year after ****** year

The trauma of unwanted thoughts
the terror in your nightmares
the panic and shame you feel
when you know you are mentally ill

So as I get better
I mean to help others
for I truly understand and care
and will do my utmost to alleviate their fears

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

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