Praying for lost ones A formal friend that shared memories An ex that once was able to tolerate Failed love no changing the outcome Silent treatment from siblings hurts A friend who's health is in decline Wanting to reach out not sure how I'm sorry I hurt you meant well Too bad it all went wrong Got sober that was my apology Had to do it for me since things ended Getting mentally strong this heart torn Fading away from that toxic scene Left alone isolated with thoughts Lonely nights writing it out Words ran deep hard to sleep Letting pride get the better of thing Sorry won't fix the wrong Altered behavior wasn't enough Coexisting made it tough Reaching out being ignored Not worthy stance was made clear Tired the grudge being held over head Faced the truth everyone so ruthless Miss you all wishing you the best This hurt will fade over time Gave it to God prayed for better days