I've known you for years now, we're friendly Five or six I think, I'm not sure Long enough that we know each other Had plenty of time to mature
I met you when I was still growing You were happier then, I could see How could we have known that our future Would end when you said you loved me
I thought for awhile that maybe- I'd never been in love Before- I got nervous when you were with me But is that really what love is for?
I know for a fact, I was lonely Perhaps that would go away soon Besides, did you really know me? Like half of the sun knows the moon
I liked the idea of us two Forbidden Love, all that includes My parents were never fond of you But perhaps that means more than I knew
We got older, and shared stolen glances That maybe no one else could see We read into our own circumstances A story that could never be
So I told you I do not love you Rather not in the way that you want I guess now when we see each other The words are looming, a haunt
A year passed and still we said nothing I really thought you had moved on I guess that I must have done something Because your feelings were-n't gone
Now I don't know how to be with you Without hearing words I regret For who ever said that "I love you" Meant anything more than a threat?
So now I'm stuck in the middle Like a CD that skips through a song We're left with this truth I can't handle: I'm lonely and you can't move on
Trying hard to move past things that were said. It was not very long ago, I have yet to see you for the first time since you told me. I know once I see you, it will get easier to go back to normal. It's just taking that first step of seeing you again is going to be the hardest. It will get easier, and maybe we will never go back to how we were before, but we can return to a semblance of normalcy if only I can take that first step.