Loneliness is intrusive. I hate people. But I need company. I'm picky, selective. I want to be alone. I don't trust people. Paranoid. The worst comes to mind. In bed. Chained in my own contradictions. Pessimism, no hope. Quiet, withdrawn. Stuck in my mind. Escaping this toxic situation I'm in. I feel blind, don't be kind. The prison cell. The illusion of chaos rummaging in distortion. Don't look at me. I feel pain, misery, Loneliness, misunderstood. Hated for who I am. Let me out