I...
I moan...
    Like a dog.
I don’t have control.

I...
I cry...
    From my eyes.
Every ******* night.

Regret...
So much...
    But I need to see.
I need to test me.

Why did I have to say yes then.
Why did I have to... To bend.
Cause now it hurts more than ever,
I bent my heart backwards like a lever.
Never...

Looking out the window,
I can’t see.
Looking into the night,
I have no sight.
Looking into the past,
I thought this would last,
Looking into your eye,
I didn’t think I would cry,

Last night was my test, It was my hell.
Last week was my start, Ripping out my heart.
Taken away,
I can’t stay!