My brain is scattered like a fly on a windshield. I want to convey my thought clearly, but there are so many they become a blur even to me. I wish i could write something mind-blowing, but I feel like my brain would explode. I have a deluge of emotions & thoughts & insights inundating inside my mind, but it's like trying to draw up water from a well with no rope. I finally feel complete & happy & well, embracing who I am, yet I feel like a stranger to all who know me.