He wrote about it then it played out one of the weirdest feelings that made sense for once. Usually facing obstacles taking and L even will all the effort invested. Learning to keep going strong since no one else seems to want it been getting love and less hate. All the trust and confidence instead of being set up to fail. Told NO getting ******* over not backing down or afraid been doing this for years no more fear the tears just hard work plowing through Trying to make it to the next level pursue a dream with extra activities finding balance trying to have it all without sacrifice years of compromise trying to get back on track things on pause on the back of the mind