I did not know You would haunt me still Beyond that I did not know I would expect it Eyes, always perceived to be watching Steps, not truly fading away We were not what God intended Not good or righteous or pure We were worse Two terrible ends of a spectrum Colliding in the off center If I asked you Would you leave me You would make me beg So I seal my sinners lips together Dark blood dripping Out the corners of my mouth Silence better than rejection Shadows better than permanence