Not everything is life or death I hear it, but I don’t believe it For me, it has been Not living, surviving, scraping by By my paper thin finger nails I dug into you It seems now I dig my grave To burry my grieving body Of every sin she ever possessed The smoke burns white I am no saint I fixed my eyes before me The Isaiah crucifix ahead I am not the first to burn Pray I will be the last Pray I am enough Of an offering