No stars to guide me here In this consecrated space Where God watches me explore And once I've finished He immediately expects more And who am I to say no The shadows give me neck kisses While whispering their obscenities Teeth press down on tongue I see you but my eyes are closed I feel you but I'm totally alone Other than his divinity meandering I know what is thicker than both The blood and the wombs water Salivate at the thought of you Pressed into the darkness with me Amongst his omnipresent eyes Also wishing you were here with me