My love, I hate to hear and see you so miserable. It hurts me almost as much as it hurts you : but we will get through this. You said it yourself, things will calm down. It will. All emotions, all struggles, all happiness passes eventually. This will pass too: I firmly believe it. I might make you feel worse because I'm also sad, but let's both swim through these seas: the misery, the pain, the sadness won't last forever. I know you're stressed from work, from our house, from our problems with ourselves: we will fall into place, our life together is in the making, we make it, we are going to do just fine. Not a hopeful wish, but a certainty.

A promise to you: today, we will quickly eat a light lunch. Another promise: after, we'll go into the forest. A nice time, relax, let go. Then, when we come back to our little garden house, after work, we'll clean the area of negative energy by cleaning the dishes. Vacuuming. We can clean our selves while we clean our home.

It'll take a lot of energy, but we can get through it. Taking care and love.