I've learned to smile while I cry
Perhaps, someday, I'll know the reason why

My heart so heavy, yes, so poignantly full
Thus my heartstrings do I gently pull

So that the corners of my lips turn upwards
Though they continually strive to turn downwards

My warm, salty tears could fill a measuring cup
But no one will notice as my smile rises up

On the surface, I am as happy as a lark
For it is my signature trademark

But deep down inside
My sorrow do I hide

I hurt day in and day out
But I will never let anyone see me pout

My heart and soul just want to shout out loud
I will not, no not ever, in front of a crowd

So I've learned to smile while I cry
After giving vent to a little sigh

I just smile and continue on
As I run this Earthly marathon

Supposedly, life is to be filled with fun
But rarely, inside, will I ever see the sun

Written by:
Jason Cheney
August 6, 2022