fear rose | a big choking risen by red-blue flashes and I pull over, past the intersection under a row of street lights | thinking about my education, my nightgown waiting back home, wondering why on earth | where are you going | where are you from | have you been drinking | who are you | who are you?? | clang in my rearview mirror, a pair of cruisers circle in, intensity creaked in brown-nosed perplexion before black eyes, bloodshot, bothered, real country on the breeze this balmy night and please don't hurt me, the sound of slippers across the kitchen floor is so hazy from here.