And a whole new me
Clearer
Unsolicited
Gaslit
And ready to go.
Sober
Stable
I sit at the edge of the bed ridding my confusion
I'm done fixing myself for you
Done making myself smaller
Sick of losing my control
I am so much more than this
So much more than being high
So much more than another body to sleep with
More than a mother
More than a partner
More than a woman
I'm screaming on the inside
Trying to break these chains
Trying to end this cycle
I try so hard
I'm sick of feeling like ive never been enough.
I'm so much more than enough