Years blurred, surpassed
Suppressed
Beneath me now
What an incredible mess
This day to day has become

I'll work, rest, witness your soul drifting
Rinse and repeat, sanity sifting
This cycle is psychotic
Burden on my Psyche

My brain's become estranged
Twisted
Deranged

Hold my head in my hands
Silent tears down my cheek
& you still don't see
What you're doing to me
What I do to myself

Another needle in your arm
Another secret I will harbour
Another burden I'm currently
Incapable of suppressing

Sweet underlying tones
In that decietfully soft voice
What's really left to say
When you leave me with
No choice?

So hopelessly helpless
Its near impossible to comprehend
Words butchered by slurrs
You can lie but can't pretend

I see right through
But ignorance is truly bliss
When you hold me in your arms
Gift me another heart wrenching kiss

You are wasting away
This life (lie) is so exhausting

I can only bend so far
Until I break completely
So what else is left to say
Someday these years  will be beneath me