A poem I did not want to write As we slowly watched her lose her fight At any time it's a word we don't need To be struck by a natural curse at its seed That word, hope With her looks, just dancing as a model She made her diagnosis look like a doddle But the surface covered many an internal ache For she made the best of it she could make As its a fire with a spark and a terminal spinning spoke Always revolving, evolving, to a thread we cannot cope But Christ did she fight with a sight to give us all a bit of hope Thank you Dame Deborah James for what you gave Passionate, loving and unadulterated,