i don't think you quite understand how much i need you to get better for me to get better because i cant live with another death on my mind and he told me to look after you to help you make it out alive so i am; i'm living for you understand this please, i'm just scared to tell you outright but it's true besides my best friend, with obvious reasons you're why i'm fighting death you're why i'm trying you're why i'm waking in the morning i know this could be a pressure to you maybe thats why i haven't said anything but please, read between the lines realize i'm helping you to help me to get us both out of this self inflicted dungeon alive don't make my struggles worth nothing help me this team of two might just make it then but i need you to pitch in okay?