I only have one photo of Grandad from his years of service in the Great War, and in it he’s wearing a leopard-skin leotard.
My paternal grandfather, Grandad, was brought up in Brockley, South-East London In his teens he was conscripted and became a gunner sergeant in the Royal Field Artillery.
I still have his stirrups and his French/English phrase book which includes useful words, like dysentery,
(think of the movie, ‘War Horse’, and you’re almost there). He fought in the mud in France and put a lot of horses out of their misery.
Apparently, he enjoyed the stage – a song and a dance, and almost went professional after a string of successful nights at the local Roxy, all of which makes me want to have known him better, but he died in my teens.
He laughed a lot, loved his vegetable garden and had a collection of handy-sized, hard-back books giving details of how various circuits and wiring worked.
I recall his bear of an armchair and how it was in easy reach of a slim stack of shallow drawers from which he would take slender tools or small curios and sit and explain their significance to my bemused child self.
I have the brown photo somewhere - it’s not one I’d like to frame as it raises too many questions for me.
Like – is that bloke next to grandad meant to be Robinson Crusoe? Like – what prompted grandad to ‘black up’ from head to toe – is he Man Friday?
And now, I stare at the photo handed to me by my friend of his grandfather, complete with rifle and medals, and again I silently ask my grandad – why?