Nobody know, not even me, What is going on with me Is I'm part of creating this scene or just necessary imposed on me. It's a point of No energy, no pain No love, no hate No hope, no regret No satisfaction, no craze No lesson , no gain. This state is like a dim light, everything okay but also not. So subtle that I forget to live, It's just going on, where I don't know, but just going.