so much of me is being destroyed so much being hammered off my copper implements so much is being excavated so much is being fished out of my Patzcuaro heart so much water seeping through the dirt of Quiroga so much gold is found when sieving my Californian rivers so much crumbling at the altar of life so much cleansing me so much is gone mamá that can you recognize my zapateo last time I stumbled y pare but today each zapatazo retumbé