I feel so overwhelmed... Right now I don't know what to think.. Snap out of it Grace he deserved it. It's not the same between us anymore. What happened to you? What happened to us dad? "I heard you recorded your first CD... That's so great.." "... I'm having a show daddy." "I wish you could be there" "Can you come?" "Ohh... Your busy?... No it's fine..I understand" Did I mention I miss you? Even though I see you, I don't really see you... Cause your not ever really there.. I wish you were. I wish you cared more... I wish you could hold me now... Ohhh your busy? No it's fine I understand..... I wish I could tell you how confused I am. I wish you could tell me it's all gonna be okay and sort this out for me... Am I a bad person? Am I a disgrace to you? Scream if you must but these questions are real.... I need you now daddy. Dad where are you? Am I doing the right thing? Don't answer that... I know you wouldn't anyway. Dad? Are you listening? Ohhh okay I'll try again some other time...