Have you ever watched your best friend go ******* insane? One moment your in her backyard playing and making forts Then ten years later she’s trying to **** you And I tried Really tried to fix her Tell her what’s wrong and what’s right But as much as I’d like to think I was her medicine I was actually her poison I’ve been told a thousand times I’m to good for my own good And now I know that’s true Cause I could never hurt a fly Or a leach like her And that’s how she got worse Because I let her get away with doing too many things to me And people like to tell me it’s not my fault But part of it was Because I thought I was the hero and that’s what made her the villain
Having a hard time processing an abusive relationship and figuring out what a trauma bond is. But this here are my real thoughts and feelings. Weather they are wrong or right this is how I feel.