And im staring to think that god doesn't love me at all
if he created pain he's just watching me fall
and if god created it all, then he created sin
so us poor fools
didnt have a chance to begin
so I smoke cigarettes for the same reason i fall in love;
i like to hurt, thanks to god above
I tear myself up from the inside out
and I get drunk so I know who I'm writing about.