Where do I go from here Diving in this ocean of change Sending bubble messages to Float and burst at the surface Where your silhouette No longer lingers leaving me A bit uneasy with my own mind Wondering if while submerged You'd offer a hand to drag me from The refreshing wet depths Or hold me down to drown I would have been fine with either I would have been fine with either I would have been fine with either Now I'm fine with neither I'll climb to the soil on my own I'll sun bathe on the beach I'll have a soda water with lime I'll be absolutely fine It's just a matter of time Until I'm saturated in weakness Etching a heart in new sand Walking together hand in hand Drowning after the honeymoon