I sojourn silently, Under the indigo blue marquee , The Grand masquerade That's me there ...... Crooked crown , Distant stare, Wearing out my only mask Upside-down frown, tattooed tear under my left eye Free....... If only I could be ...... Free from this fractured lucidity Licked by the leathery whips Of yesterday's ! Belly laughing and joyful things Obscure as time moves on... But the secrets I keep Never fade!