I wish I could text you about all the **** that's happening to me. You're still my home I know if i felt that then i shouldnt have left you but I did cause you are toxic and I am toxic to you We were both in a relationship that was highly toxic for both. So I took my turn to leave. And now my heart yearns for you My heart hates it but it's ok because it's better to love you when you're far away from me.