I swear one day I'll die Drowning in tears And I'll look up from hell On all of those years Those years that I hated I hated my self Those years that I waited With my *** on a shelf I waited for you I waited for me I waited to die And I waited to see What lurks in the shadows What dances six feet under What causes the rain And the lightning and thunder Maybe I'll die Drowning in laughter And I'll look back from heaven On a happy ever after