I'm always perceived as the enemy
I never do right by anyone
It's so hard
Because
I try
I try so hard
To please everyone around me
But it's never good enough
I never get it right
I just want to be able to one day say I made someone proud
Anyone it couldn't be a stranger from millions of miles away
I just want to be able to get it right just once
Once only
I know it's not right to look for the approval of others
But ...
What other choice do I have when I've never gotten it right
What is IT exactly
I don't know but I'm hoping to find out