He left because I was a pretentious ***** I couldn't leave him be without mentioning college And now he's gone and my life is drab I know it's my fault that he's never coming back. I apologized a thousand times, but he didn't care I don't know why I am the way I am. It just isn't fair! I tried my hardest not to **** it up this time, But I guess it was meant to end. I feel like I wasted all that time Just to lose another friend