I had nothing
I couldnt make it for myself
When everyone else had meaning
I just was

Plenty bestowed upon those i saw
What little i had
I had no more
And what joy they found
Blessings in what they got
I was declared ungratefull
For what i wanted
I could have not

They too had choices
They made some
And it worked
I was choiceless
And in that
I was forced to decide
And condemned by my work

They praid
Or didnt do
They received
And they made it through
They are beloved all so true
I praid
But it fell through

Someday
Every knee shall bow
Someday
Judged all will be
Their deeds
And what they achieved
So too will also me
And they will be praised
Mercy they will receive
Someday
I will see
All i tried
Will be judged worthless
And empty

For only the Will of God
They find
Their efforts to prevail
How much they have
Is how much from God they got
I will loose
What i had
Though Life owes me little to not

........Whomever has much
Much will be added on
Those whom have nothing
More will be taken from.........

And i simply wonder
Why not..