Excuses Excuses Make me A reclusive Reduced to Expecting the worst Kind of mutant Aberrant Outlander Unwelcome Across The whole globe Have I strove To belong And get lost Concomitantly Constantly Claim contradictory Opposite views At least two Sides are needed But always the one Whose mere presence is fleeting And then there is me βBout to go unresponsive For by Dead of night Silences I am haunted