weak spot: Lao Che: Powstanie Warszawskie: the Warsaw Uprising... i tend to cry... when my heart constrict into being sized akin to a pebble... then: ah... release! tears! there: stands! a mountain! a monument of me!
i couldn't possibly give either the Hindus or the Arabs credit for our modern numbers... given the following rubric:
ένας: 1 - one - I - iota δύο: 2 - two - Z - zeta τρία: 3 - three - E - eta τέσσερα: 4 - four - μ - mu... of h πέντε: 5 - five - S - esse έξι: 6 - six - b - ba-toom επτά: 7 - seven - Γ - gamma οκτώ: 8 - eight - B - beta εννέα: 9 - nine - P - or rho μηδέν: 0 - zero - O - omicron
the numbers were already here... "hidden" or rather... the Romans knew arithmetic in the following fashion:
XI + IX = **
so... it was nothing new... to have ascribed something numerical to what was otherwise a letter - a sound... hmm...
what of the Japanese? 六 - or... ロク: which is six...
there's a reason why i won't budge on this matter... i had one Egyptian fwend "friend" once: what a disappointment he was... like with most Muslim acquaintances: the feeling of conversation soon turns into a feeling of conversion...
such nagging *******: always looking for proselytes: who'd they'd treat as inferiors... not even as Janissaries or Mamluks... just... eh... some odd convert...
obviously i didn't, convert... but i'm looking into a second Islamic schism... oh no... the Persians wouldn't bow to an invading horde of Arabs: Muhammad was not a man of his word... that chapter has been covered...
i'm looking for a second schism toward... the Turks... spearheading it... with Hey-Zeus... Isa... being... well... Ba'al Yatoosh... lord of mosquitos... another day another reiteration of my conviction: since i won't be siding with the Gnostics when the proper **** hits the fan: proper(ly)... i'm bailing out... on this whole history... the Pontius Pilate stance...
it's also called the waiting game... my neighbour's son's wife is having a baby... the waters broke some... oh... 48 hour ago... but the national health service didn't intervene... C-section phobia... ****'s sake! get that tadpole out! imagine having a child stuck in you for almost two days... the waters have broken... where's the necessary lubricant for her to push the baby out? why can't all births be done via a C-section? eh?! costs too much? what's so good with a natural birth... by comparison to other mammals... we're pseudo-mammals... you watch a birth of a gazelle... it just drops out (the mare) like a diarrhea sludge of a serpent... plop: and it's out... ******* "dyslexic" in its ability to stand up... but hey presto! it's blinking: so it's receptive... but my neighbour's away... i was giving the duty of looking after Bella... this white beau of a heterochromia: so a Dawid Bovie type... rebel rebel... doesn't know whether she's a meow or a woof! i love my neighbour to bits... but i walk in... first things first... my library shelf is a mess... by my standards of cleanliness... i walk into her house: shoom! i get the whiff! i think i just walked into: a museum dedicated to Ed Gein... i'm not even joking... i start looking for the cat... change the water... add some extra dry-pebbles of food to her dish... change the stale, dried out sachet with two options: on the menu... some parody beef and some parody salmon in: probably not so parody jelly... pig brain remains gelatin... which is good... i like being reminded... whenever i think my life's ****** up... someone else's is... more... hence the topic of jealousy disappears... thank **** for this little... i'll take these shoes, these socks... and... yes, thank you: ******* into the forest come sunset...
because why is it, in Latin... that... letters do not have names, akin to the Greek "fashion" of naming A: alpha... and B: beta... hell... I is not aye: a yes, affirmative but: iota...
i might be drinking... i might be drunk... but i still cycle like a madman through the traffic... next time i give a ****... i'll give a **** when a teenage girl breaks her shins: folds her knees and says: i love you... blue moon... i.e. that's never going to happen...
it has happened before: Nietzsche in the zenith of his furore pretended to be a ******... Polacks are the Frenchmen of the Slav... yeah: #metoo... i sometimes forget i'm a ******... i'm more prone to suggest myself as: HERR SWAB! ******* schwabian!... not the tourist elder Saxon that became the islander Englishman... something more focused... but i get it... i too get "confused" from time... time... time... space...
but you can't really measure language... sounds... not really... sure... you can... elongate an omicron into an omega: *** via through to pool... that's an omicron to an omega transfer: and... no diacritical markers were or are to be used...
as a microcosm of the totality of man... as: but one... i.e. 0.1... this implant in me: of the retrospective of man... history... that... however written... just... erases itself: because... nature... doesn't allow for a celebrity horse... or whatever... replica after replica... no distinction: the authority comes from: you will not keep an Alexander the Great for... what nature allows... scheme... little man... nature will soon yawn and settle the matters into creating the replica of the vast void above it... the game is to replicate...
only now i walked around a supermarket... whiskey: check... pepsi... check... turkey steaks for the cats: check... wow... such... such unremarkable people... have passed through the membrane of time... 2 children, 3 children... most of which look: underfed... oh so, well... moi.. i tried to give a ****: once upon a time... now? well... if i'm not getting any satisfaction... what? marry a ******* gargoyle in the making? she drops out two plump-plum-pig-cheeks of babies and then what?! watch television with her till we grow old and tired?! oh **** no! make me a warm bath: i'll do the vein slitting myself... at least when i'm alone life remains bearable... interesting: i get to surprise myself... sure... sometimes i **** prostitutes... like a good Teutonic knight might... but most the time... spare me the ******* details... there are no details... i stroke my beard pretending to be playing a violin... it's not going to happen: i have a blank canvas for company... that's my epitome... and... probably a ******* epitaph...
but i will not, give, credit... to the Arabs... or the Hindus... for... giving European numbers... ****'s sake! XI: 11: elven eleven! people on this continent used to substitute letters for: abstractions akin to: the necessity of numbers to measure... space within space... space counter to time... time and... whatever... Meister Ronaldo Retardo: no... it's not going to happen... i'm not going to allow these copper-necks to have some up-right: we evolved prior to you: sure... now you spend a winter in ******* Finland... ******* copper-necks... can't call them "*******"... can't call them albinos... those supposedly tanned people of the desert... my my... 2000 years... you ever wonder... why the Hebrews became so... ******* pale?! oh sure sure... we inherited numbers... but... with the letters we wrote... we already had the numbers!
let's have some... pseudo... insert burp: something akin to the Copernican revolution implosion... ౺
μ h
4: look left...
huh? because it can't possibly be the 5th disengaging with the existence of Poland... like that... ha ha... joke... from 19th century France... Ubo Roi... by Alfred Jarry... ha ha! it's really funny now... oh, don't mind me minding the English: they are island dwelling folk... half fixated on being Saxons: half fixated on being Welsh: Celtic... never mind them... how England stated: war against **** Germany! but... but... last time i heard... Polacks waged war on these isles... in the spitfires... but what Englishman ever fought their claims on the lands of Poland? mind you... it took **** Germany combined with the effort of Soviet Russia to conquer Poland... than it took for... **** Germany to... conquer... France... seriously?! France? the birthplace of Napoleon... France wasn't conquered during the second world war: France simply spread its legs... it: capitulated... the Palestinians have a term for throwing children against grenades... the same... the French: just throw easy ***** against anything that wriggles!
because it's funny now... the joke had to ferment... all the way back from the 19th century... i needed to feed my neighbour's cat... walk into a... a... a... a ******* Ed Gein museum... seriously... i spent the rest of the afternoon pretending to be drunk... sitting it the garden admiring the moon... getting drunk on: how i ordered my household... i'm drunk... on how... erratic... guillotine... prone... some people are... sort of like: vlad: land-zurückgefordert! but the Alfred Jarry joke is joke, right: proper... did it age? really? oh: the Polacks are king King John of England: lackland hipsters... the lesser Hebrews... now... oh now... hmm... France... post-colonialism... the "history": how's that working with you? if it's necessary: tear Ukraine into two! i don't care... i'll be more than welcoming this: Russophile attititude! it was a good joke... in the 19th century... but... given France... and the 21st century... post-colonial realities... eh... i smirk...i'm trying ol find someone under 5ft4... who's... greedy with canons! Elba?! nice... pretty little island... want to repeat history?! Alfred Jarry: ha ha! who runs Paris, these days? oh, wait... ******'s dead... i want to live in Tel Aviv.... or... like a lot of the Beatnik poets... in... hubris...via: Tangiers... funny joke... the French, though... huddling... into shadows... there's nothing to laugh about at... is, there?
bewildering: we have names for numbers... but we don't have names for letters... undifferentiated: nouns conrta consonants... 1 is indivisible... 2 is... well... 1 is divisible by 0: ergo 0.1... moons and monkeys and money...
time to pretend to have hair and comb it... such that is history that is France: that is post-colonialism... and... whatever the hell is allows... let it... 100 years later... some variation of a Reconquista?! great joke... the Polacks having no land... like: you have a history or just: the ******* architecture? it's not nice... seeing you being *****... Charlemagne is... twisting... turning in his grave... shouting via death: death to all that live! ROT... and by now: rot is best.
no! nein! nie! niet! numbers didn't arrive from India... via the Arabs! we already had the numbers! within the confines of letters! *******... take your pride back to the camel jockeys you were originally bound to be: ******* sand people! i can't fall asleep lovely bound to the temp. of the equator... check me... come... hmm... the northern bound... height... come... the darkness and the silence... and the coldness of Siberia! *******: Baghdadi: ummah: chasm of wants... *******...
******* luxury of temp.: ******* inbreds: me too... i'd love to **** my cousins! i'd love to be a cousin ******.