I begged for hope I pleaded for mercy But you said some things are better When they find how to fall apart I contemplated you and listed you off But you said lists are better off unfinished I begged for love I pleaded for change Thereβs more than I bargained for Youβve turned out to have a broken bone It took a place where your heart should be I wanted love, change, mercy, and hope But you spewed a ****** mess You gave me hate, routine, ******, and sadness For that I never saw your full potential You shine bright with dull nostalgia But you stabbed the ones you loved You shine so bright But your evil covers it up You had shone so bright But you all knew for the best