Just prop me up against the fire and pour me a drink. My seraphim gave up on me today. She couldn’t stand the cold any longer. Hence the blood and broken glass. She covered herself with the first pair of wings. Told me where to go. Unfurled her other two wings. Took off like a **** in the wind. And I'm pretty sure she stole my butts. Because I can’t find them. She said something. Something about futility. Practice something. Oh. That’s right. She said I'm a practice in futility. In the distance there I can still see the fallen windmills and burning bridges. A stray dog stole my last shoe. Cerberus I think it was. After Pan tied me to this post. He said they didn’t know what to do with me. That’s when I gave it all away. So when you find me. Tied to this post here beside the river of fire. No shoes, bitter, and with nothing to validate who I am. Just know. My seraphim left me today. And I’m positive she stole my butts.