I feel as if 'im being held up above those I love inside a glass ball encapsulated but able to see it all rolling along palms of hands I love to hold inside I let creativity unfold As I paint and spend my time up hear the glass is not longer clear creativity hiding me in the strangest way as paint stroks block the view of older different days as creativity hides me my friends can hardly find me so i paint a mural of them smiling i still feel them holding me up here.