I can't stop thinking about her I don't want to decide whether to distance myself or get closer All I want to do is spend time with her. All I want to do is love her but all she can do is be a friend. I'm okay with it, as much as I can be. My heart is conflicted and broken, She let's me love her from an arms length but I want to know her inside and out. I want to love her. And I do.
It's painful to love her and know the feeling isn't the same. My chest is empty and all I can do is shed a tear for what will never be. Even so I keep hoping but I know That she's not ready and I respect that Life has a path for us all and I'm just glad ours crossed.
I miss you so much. I missed you the second I left.