" are you alright? " I don't know am I ? do I look like it? does it seem like it? do I act like it? am I alright? you tell me. Leave me alone! leave me alone! im so numb I cant feel the pain anymore! Go away! go away! please please, why wont you walk away? Cant you see it? CANT YOU SEE IT! I don't smile like I used to. laugh like I used to. love like I used to. Are you just playing?
does it look like I can handle this? does it look like im strong enough? every second. I cry more. I sigh more. I want to die more. every minute I scream more. I sleep more. every hour I punch the walls more. I count my scars more. every day cant you see the look in my eyes? so now you tell me, does it look like im alright?