You know, I’ve been staring at my screen for a while now Thinking of what to write, Trying to put it all together I thought of all these ways to tell you this but you see I don't have the words and I don't take that lightly because I am someone who is usually good with words. I usually know what to say but here I am sitting in front of a blank screen trying to figure out what words to put together. Truth be told, I don't understand what I'm feeling, Its like I’m sad and happy at the same time. I’m simple but god I’m a big mess I’m quiet but my thoughts are loud as ever I dont know what this is. Its like I’m everything and nothing all at once. I wanna say so much I just don't know where to start, So I guess I’m going to end with saying nothing at all.